Wow. I have not written in so long I am overwhelmed.... Where do I start? Just the facts I guess. I got some CDs by Dr.Wayne Dyer about manifesting. They gave a very clear and easy process accompanied by meditation sound CDs. The sounds are from tuning folks that have a mantra they are equated to.  Basically his process is similar to other ones I have heard except 2 important additions. 1.To hold your visions in your mind with the feeling of already having these things. Making declarative statements that begin with "I Am..." Then keep them in your mind as you fall asleep. Thus sending your orders to your subconscious mind to begin working on as you are asleep... That magical time when all things are possible. 2. The incorporation of meditation, visualization and declarative thought. Here you listen to the meditation sounds while focusing on what you want as though you already have them. Then you send them up into the heavens on an out breath while accepting them into your reality on the in breath. Always starting your wish with "I Am...."

I began to work on 3 main things I wanted to bring into my life. 1. Is a partner who I care for and trust. Someone who can I can relate to spiritually and romantically. Someone who helps me to make better choices and consciously improve my life and those around me. 2. That I fully become the working successful actress and story teller that I was put here to be. 3. I wanted to get out of LA for a minute preferably on a project.

Shortly after I began this practice I booked a play out of town. It was actually just at the base of a national park that I had always wanted to go to. On the show I became close with a cast mate. We had some bonding adventures. He has helped me to raise my awareness on a lot of issues I have let fall to the waist side in the last few years. I don't know if anything will come romantically (too soon to tell) but I feel very blessed to have this new person in my world. During the play I had an extremely challenging scene with in a scene. I basically had to beg for my daughters life to be spared and in the end pull a sword on my husband and threaten his life. It was from a Greek tragedy thus written in ancient text. I have always know I was meant to be a performer and I have done pretty good up till now. I have a lot of stage time under my belt. However, this show made me believe with out a doubt that I can bring it to every performance every time. Because that is exactly what I did all 9 shows and it was a difficult ass scene.  I have a new level of self belief that is living strong inside me. I think it will serve me well in the near future. With this random miracle of a show I got all three desires: the companion,  the courage and the vacation.

Now that I have taken this practice to the next level,  I feel I am in a position where I am utterly confident and %100 behind my abilities.  I can't wait to report with all the other amazing things I co-create with my higher power. I feel the love and guidance from my Angeles and I welcome their assistance. I am grateful for all my blessings and awakenings...  And I humbly ask for more!